Oh the Places We Go!

So I find this rather entertaining -- I even get called a douche! LOL

«LuxGuy_82» why
«LuxGuy_82» you don't talk
«AquariusGuy702» what do u mean?
«LuxGuy_82» why would you want someone to say hi?
«AquariusGuy702» because they want to say hi ;)
«LuxGuy_82» that doesn't make sense
«LuxGuy_82» It's weird you come into a chat room--and don't chat.
«AquariusGuy702» why do u think that i don't chat?
«LuxGuy_82» does it matter?
«AquariusGuy702» well you find that it does...so i am curious as to what derived you to that statement
«LuxGuy_82» I feel slightly irritated by you and your faux-friendliness.
«AquariusGuy702» interesting...i don't understand why you would be irritated with me when we have chatted a few times in the past.
«LuxGuy_82» you're passive.
«LuxGuy_82» Instead of just not responding to me or fully-engaging in a conversation, you sometimes talk with no real intention, or you ignore me. That i find irritating
«AquariusGuy702» Well I tend to multi-task when I am online, so that doesn't mean that i am intentionally ignoring you. Also, to point out the passiveness, I am actually the opposite.
«LuxGuy_82» There is no such thing as multi-tasking. If you are doing one thing, you are ignoring the other. If you're not able to chat, say that. It's not hard. If only you were this interactive to begin with, it wouldn't be an issue.
«LuxGuy_82» Thanks for listening.
«AquariusGuy702» well i am sorry that it's an issue for you...that's how I am with my friends in general.
«LuxGuy_82» What does that even mean?
«AquariusGuy702» means that when I am online, I am working on multiple items, so I cannot fully concentrate on one person
«LuxGuy_82» thats not the issue at all
«LuxGuy_82» first of all, a person can only do one thing at a time, so you are working on something else: got it. SAY THAT. "Hey, I'm busy right now; can I catch up with you later?"
«LuxGuy_82» I mean, can you imagine someone in person coming up to you and you just ignoring them cuz you're working on something else? I doubt it.
«AquariusGuy702» lol, well there are times that i am not at the computer, and there's not a way to place an away message on here. I don't intentionally ignore anyone
«LuxGuy_82» so then log off
«LuxGuy_82» fuck
«AquariusGuy702» dang, i don't understand why you take this so seriously....
«LuxGuy_82» because its a person on the other end
«LuxGuy_82» its not just a picture
«LuxGuy_82» or a name
«AquariusGuy702» i realize that, but i don't get offended when someone doesn't chat with me.
«LuxGuy_82» but that's not the case
«LuxGuy_82» you don't intentionally ignore people
«LuxGuy_82» remember?
«AquariusGuy702» yes, that's right, i don't intentionally ignore people, but if someone ignores me, it's not a big deal. i could care less
«LuxGuy_82» so examine your intentions
«LuxGuy_82» if you really didn't want someone to be ignored, you wouldn't imply that you are available
«LuxGuy_82» when you're not
«AquariusGuy702» well, if you feel that way, then so be it. i don't take being online as serious as you do.
«LuxGuy_82» *seriously
«LuxGuy_82» anyway, I hope you have successfully talked yourself in circles, so that you can walk away feeling justified.
«AquariusGuy702» well i am always justified in my decisions I make.
«LuxGuy_82» you're still talking?
«LuxGuy_82» whatever makes you feel better
«AquariusGuy702» have a fabulous night
«LuxGuy_82» you too, douche

ps - for those in Vegas, they will be on the strip on March 21st and 22nd from 11am to 7pm. I will be there with my camera :)

...so I think at this point I am dry heaving....something I ate at the Orleans buffet is making me love the bathroom this evening. I am thinking it was the roast beef, because that was probably the only thing that's questionable. Ugh....I hope that I am not sick all weekend, I will be extremely pissed.

That's all for now. My new year's resolution is to be updating in here more often...we'll see how that goes.

Wow..I didn't realize how much of the US I've explored so far:



create your own visited states map
or check out these Google Hacks.

I received a horrific call today from my roommate Brian as I am vacationing in San Diego for the weekend. Brian notified me that at about 1230am today, my roommate Daniel was killed in a major car accident. Apparently he was racing a guy in a Red Pontiac up Decatur Blvd. before Tropicana Ave. and lost control of his vehicle and went over the median and was t-boned by an undercover cop in a taxi and was ejected from his car and killed instantly.

It's so sad, it's surreal. He was only 21 years old and had so much life ahead of him. It's sad that God had to take him so early in his life. :(

Here's the articles on what happened; which happens to be the top story in Vegas, unfortunately. :(

http://www.kvbc.com/Global/story.asp?S=5412671
http://www.klastv.com/Global/story.asp?S=5412292

My heart goes out to his parents, his friends, my roommates, and every person that knows or knows of Daniel. Also, I hope that the officer that he hit recovers from this ordeal and has a safe recovery.

:*(,
Michael

I am a "CALIFORNIAN." That means...

- Everyone hates cops

- We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down

- I live next door to mexicans

- English is a second language here...deal with it!

- Our GIRLS are WAYYYY hotter than yours

- I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often

- I know what real cheese & avocados taste like

- All the porn you watch is made here, cause we fuck better and thats how it is

- I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear

- I can wear sandals all year long

- I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore"

- I know 65 mph really means 100

- When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road

- The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border)

- My governor can kick your governors ass

- I can go out at midnight

-You judge people based on what area code they live in, and when asked where you're from, you give your area code

- I might get looked at funny by locals when I'm on vacation in their state, but when they find out I'm from California I turn into a Greek GOD

- We don't stop at stop signs... we do a "california roll"
No cop no stop baby!

- I can get fresh and REAL Mexican food 24 hours a day

- All the TV shows you "other" states watch get filmed here

- We're the Golden State. Not the Cheese State. Not the Garden State.....GOLDEN!!!

- We have In-N-Out (Arizona and Vegas are lucky we share that with them)

- I have the most representation in the House of Representatives, which means MY opinion means more than yours, which means I'm better than you [geez.... hahaha]

- The best athletes come from here

- Las Vegas is a suburb of L.A.

Okay everyone, if you really want to know what the whole "gay" is all about, take a look below.

Please take notes and let me know if you have questions! LOL!!

~MK

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Some Gay Terms Defined:

After-hours -- where you go when the bars are closed and you still haven't found someone to sleep with.

Baggage -- the excuse people use to punish their current boyfriends for things that their past boyfriends have done to them.

Bicurious -- gay

Bisexual -- gay

Bitter -- what all gay men are destined to become. Caused by drama and stress

Bottom -- the ability to fit alot of junk into a small, tight space

Butch -- what gay men who don't think they act gay call themselves. Actual butch men will never need to use this term.

Cuddle -- sexual activity in which there is no exchange of bodily fluid.

Destination Orgasm -- any agenda in which the ultimate goal is to get in, get off and get out

Drama -- an imaginary condition made up by sad, lonely individuals with no real problems in their life who feel the need to drag stable, well-balanced individuals who are trying to make a valuable contribution to society down to their level in hopes of making themselves feel better.

Ex -- 1) anyone you've slept with more than once.
2) a club drug popular in the late 90's.

Excedrin -- what every gay man should have in his medicine cabinet.

Expiration Dating - Frequent hot sex with someone you know is only in town for a short period of time, and that you know you have no chance of actually dating seriously because they aren't local. (see SportFuck)

Gaylights -- the dim lighting found in all bars and nightclubs that makes it more difficult to distinguish a guys age

Gurl -- the first word of every sentence. "Gurl, you 'bout ready to go?" or "Gurl, I haven't had sex in 3 days!"

Gym Bunny -- any gay man who spends every day at the gym to maintain his self-esteem

Gym Rat -- a troll who has realized that his only chance of getting laid is to work out every day

Hayyy -- a greeting. The gayer you are, the more Y's you put at the end.

Homewrecker -- the person who stole your ex

Omaha Diet -- unnatural weight loss caused by nonprescription medications. Also known as Jenny Crank.

One Night Stand or ONS -- a very short-term relationship, the end of which is signified by someone putting on their pants.

Philson Sex -- sexual activity in which everybody wants to get off, but nobody does. Enables you to have a one night stand without actually becoming classified as a whore, yet still significantly more intensive than cuddling. (aka Heavy Petting)

Rough Trade -- a one night stand that you will later pretend never happened.

Shot -- when you need to get drunker faster

SportFuck -- the act of engaging in sexual activity, usually more than once, without the intention of ever dating

Stress -- a non-imaginary condition brought on by the drama of others

Top -- the inability to fit alot of junk into a small, tight space

Trade -- what you bring home from the bar, paid for in services rendered.

Troll - anyone older than you that wants you to go home with them.

Trick -- See Trade

Twelve -- how old you are if you're not 21

Universe -- the area of space contained within a three-foot diameter of every gay man.

Versatile -- glorified Bottom (but will top if absolutely necessary)

Wardrobe -- a group of 5 or more gay men

Whore -- anyone who has more sex than you

What's the deal with the world today? I don't quite understand why people have to be so mean and cold hearted. Why can't everyone be like me? I am attractive, smart, fun to be around...I'm a people person and people love me for me. What is spawning this conversation you might ask? Well...the voices in my head tell me that people don't give a fuck about who you are...all they are out there for are for themselves. Is that me...helllll no. I always care about others first and then myself later. I've always been that way, and that part of me will not change.

We have these people that I work with (and Melvin, you soooooo know what I am talking about) that won't think twice but to backstab u in the back and 2 minutes later pretend that they are your best friend. Ugh, I am glad that right now I am not in that mix; however I can see it eventually...and then who knows what will happen? Because the majority of you know how I am...I have a mouth and I tend to use it when need be.

Again, what's wrong with the world? :(

Well, life is interesting. I know I haven't posted in here in almost a year; however I think it's time to start reflecting on where I want to go in life. Life has taken me through so many different twists and turns. I've learned from many mistakes I've made in life. Trust me, I've fucked up a bunch of shit and made things better (to some degree). People say to not have regrets; however I do have some. All of my regrets have been made here in Las Vegas. I think that I haven't given people a fair chance, and I am not sure why. I've been hurt by a lot of people and people have hurt me as well. Life has a way to make things either better or worse. I feel my life is interesting because I've gone through it all. My biggest regret has been giving up on love when it was there right in front of me. This has happened to me numerous times; all of which has happened to me here in Vegas. For that, I apologize to whomever I've may have hurt. I regret that I've ever hurt anyone in my life. :(

Life has brought challenges to my life. Right now my biggest challenge I face is trying to figure out what Michael wants in life. I want the world, but I can't seem to have that, so I need to learn to settle. I know that one thing I do want is to go back to school; grad school that is. I am applying in the fall to go back to UNLV in order to get my masters in Education in Higher Education (basically I want to work in a student affairs office at a university). I want to make a difference in people's lives, so I figure that's one way I can do it, and I know that would be something I'd enjoy.

Most of all, I feel very lonely. All people want from me is just a piece of ass; which is something I don't want anymore. I can tell who my true friends are; however that list is very short. I feel like I've gotta prove myself to people over and over again. I feel with my current job that I am under a microscope and I've gotta make sure everything is perfect; otherwise I am a failure. I feel with the fraternity that I must lead us and always be on my toes; otherwise I'll fail us as a fraternity and we can't get ahead. I feel that some of my friends that I do have just think about themselves too much and not about each one of us. I hide my feelings a lot because I don't want people to see what I am fighting with all the time...hence I feel lonely. I feel like I have to do everything alone, and man, it sucks.

Am I being harsh on myself? Yeah, maybe...but this is what goes through my head everyday and I am constantly fighting with my inner-self. I hope one day that my inner-self will realize that I shouldn't fight anymore.